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Hanggang Dito Nalang
March 31, 2017, 3:13 pm
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Kung tunay ang paalam wag kana magparamdam. Dahil humihirap lang. 

Walong buwan. Walong buwan na nakasama ka. May malungkot na parte pero alam ko na mas madami ang masaya. Naging sobrang saya ko. Natuto ding matakot. Matakot na darating ang araw na susukuan mo ko. Susukuan natin ang isa’t-isa. Andito na tayo. Eto na yung kinatakutan ko. Masakit. Pero alam kong nagtiis naman tayo pareho. Pero siguro nga, di sapat na mahal nyo lang ang isat isa. Siguro nga hanggang dito nalang. Wala akong ibang hiling na sana kahit sa konting panahon naramdaman mo kung gano kita kamahal. Minahal kita sa paraan na alam ko. Pero siguro nga mali ako magmahal. Mahirap, alam kong mahihirapan ako. Pero kakayanin.  Patawad. Patawad dahil bumitaw na ako. Patawad dahil pinapalaya na kita sa madamot na pagmamahal ko. Patawad dahil kinulong kita sa mundo ko na napakasikip para sayo. Patawad dahil inalis ko mga karapatan mo. Patawad dahil sobrang mahal kita. Nakakatakot pala. Nakakasakal na pala. Salamat sa walong buwan. Babaunin ko nalang lahat ng masasayang oras naten. Alam ko na bago kita iwan, napasaya kita kahit sa konting effort ko.

 

Salamat, Joanne.

2016-2017



Kung Maibabalik Ko Lang
November 28, 2016, 5:15 am
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“I hope that I could turn back the time to make it all alright. All alright for us”

Mga panahon na di kita kilala. Na isa ka lang kaibigan ng kaibigan ko. Di ka nageexist sa buhay ko, at di din ako nageexist sa buhay mo. Okay lang ang lahat. May sarili tayong buhay, may mga sarili tayong minamahal. Ibang tao rason ng ngiti, luha, lungkot, takot at kung ano anong emosyon. Hindi sana ganito. Hindi sana tayo nagkakasakitan. Hindi sana tayo malungkot na bawat isa ang dahilan. Hindi ko sana masasabi ang salitang “Paalam” at di mo nadin sana ako hahayaan. Sana dati nalang. Sana mabalik ang lahat sa dati nung panahon na iba pa ako sa buhay mo. Sana mabalik ko pa. 

Pero isa lang alam ko sa ngayon, Mahal na mahal na mahal padin kita 



Its Good To Be Back!
September 29, 2016, 2:04 pm
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Almost 2years from my last update. Haha! Mukang di ko na kayang habulin lahat ng nangyari. Sobraaaaaaang dami na. Define SOBRA

From my last post nasa States pa ako. Pero nagstay lang kami dun ng almost 5mos. Unfortunate event happened. My cousin died. That’s why we need to go back here sa Pinas. And I am not able to return na. Family issues. Sa last post ko, I’m falling inlove to a wrong guy. And yes, naging kami for 1yr and 10mos. I broke up with Edu 5days after namin magcelebrate ng 6yrs. Hahaha! (That was last yr pa, August2015) To the guy na minahal ko kahit alam kong mali, last Sept14 lang kami nagbreak officially but for almost 3mos we’re going downhill.  I came to realize lang na I can’t afford to lose my family. Utang na loob. Yes, nasaktan ako. Minahal ko sya, at alam kong sobrang minahal nya ako. He’s divorced right now. And he’s enjoying singlehood-again. (Yeap! May asawa sya nung naging bf ko sya. And yes again, naging kabit ako ✌️️) pero ginawa naman nya lahat to make me the legal one. Sadly, its a very complicated one. But I’m happy to have a mature relationship with him. Age gap of 33years-ewan ko nalang kung di pa matured utak nya. Pati ako nagmadaling maging matured. Haha! Maybe pinakilala lang sya sakin, to give me learnings in life. Same to him also. Just want to thank him for loving me. Hes a good guy.

I’m working na as a staff nurse, not a volunteer or a trainee, sa public hospital dito sa amin. Not well compensated but atleast may trabaho. Met new friends. Kahit nakakapagod at di makatarungan sahod namin, having friends na sobrang baliw mo din, masaya padin. Yung iba nga lang nakaalis na kaya nakakalungkot at marami pang aalis. Good opportunities abroad. 

“Love life?” Yes, may gf/bf ako right now. Hehe. Yes, she’s bisexual. Though di ko alam kung nagka jowa sya ng guy pero nagpapaligaw naman daw sya dati. Hahaha. Pero girlfriend tawag nya sakin. Pero di ko sya matawag na boyfriend, partner will do. 2mos na kami! Ayan siya! Hahahaha! Mapapatay nya ako pag nalaman nyang pinost ko pic nya! Hahaha!

Hi! Mahal! 😘😊

I’m happy with her. And ramdam ko din na sobrang love nya ako. 2mos palang damang dama na nya yung katopakan ko. At nung isang araw, inamin ko sa kanya na nasasaktan padin ako sa ex ko but she stayed. ❤️️ I know this relationship will face so many problems. I’m not sure kung matatanggap ng family ko. But who cares, Love Wins nga diba? 😊

Dami na nangyari sa buhay ko. And promise, update ko na to always. Hahaha. Need to hit the sack! Nah, kakausapin ko na pala jowa ko. Hahahaha. 

Here are some pictures ng mga present friends/workmates/collegues; 

UNO night. Kahit duty. From Left (Me, Irma, Jopay, Kean)

Taken at Manaog Church, Pangasinan (091816) from left (Jessa, Farah, Dennis, Me)

At Kangay. With my super funny friends. Haha (frm left: Me, Abad, Ian, Ate Zarah, Michael)

Ang dami pa! Next update! Goodbye for now!
-Tine ❤️️❤️️❤️️



I Slept With Another Man
October 24, 2013, 6:47 am
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THIS!!! SHIT THIS!

Thought Catalog

I slept with another man because I got tired of being your mistress. Because I’m beginning to believe that you have some genetic imprint that makes your brain and your loins hardwired for infidelity. That no matter who you’re with, you just won’t stop looking. You have her, and you have me: your covert affair. And still that void, that void that urges you to suck at yet another woman’s breasts. I am not a stopgap, I am not a cure, no woman is. Always that void, that void.

I slept with another man because I knew I couldn’t fill those holes in your soul, more tattered than your favorite undershirt. I mended the holes, every stitch done with meticulous care, with pride and quiet patience. My hands would glide over the newly-sewn holes, and I would hold up and show you a mirror of your restored soul, beaming. You’d…

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Farewell.
October 10, 2013, 5:03 am
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See you again Ate Neth!!

Yung ang aga nating lumabas para pumunta sa beach. Hahaha.

Yung ang aga nating lumabas para pumunta sa beach. Hahaha.

Magpicture muna bago daw umalis. Cam-whoring. HAHAHA

Magpicture muna bago daw umalis. Cam-whoring. HAHAHA

Turtles KTV BAR :) THANK YOU!

Turtles KTV BAR 🙂 THANK YOU!

After 4 years ka nanaman ulit namin makikita!! Sana sa pagbalik mo for good na at may asawa ka na!! Para medyo maaga din ako mag-asawa. HAHA. Love you, couz!

– Tine



Fiesta! The meeting. =D
December 24, 2012, 7:06 am
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Sooo, I would just like to share our photos from our Fiesta last Nov. 30. Sorry for the super late post. Hahaha.

 

Here they are:

My parents w/ Edu, Tita Yoly (Edu's mom) and Angel (Edu's niece).

My parents w/ Edu, Tita Yoly (Edu’s mom) and Angel (Edu’s niece).

 

 

While eating Crispy Pata! Yummy!!

While eating Crispy Pata! Yummy!!

 

While drinking with my cousins co-worker. I'm not drunk yey! Bwahaha!

While drinking with my cousins -the one who’s the only one looking at the cam- co-workers. I’m not drunk yet! Bwahaha!

 

 

Last picture! Sorry Ate Dhey! Hahaha. :))

Last picture! Sorry Ate Dhey! Hahaha. :))



Needs some revition.
September 4, 2011, 12:59 pm
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If you think that this is about any paper works, it’s not.

This is all about attitudes that need some revision. Some people think that they will not change themselves for other person or to people to accept him/her.

But, the reality really hurts a lot. When people start to avoid you because of your raw attitudes, you’ll start asking questions. Changing yourself a bit will not kill you, dude! Life is permanent. And you are the only one that is capable of changing. Life will not change for you to accept it. Get it?  When there are people saying bad things on you, it does not only mean that they are insecure. Some is just saying the truth. And it’s up to you on how you will handle it. It’s either you confront that person or ignore it with bad words on your mind. But the thing is, will you change or not? I guess, most of all will say, freaking NO!. O-kay that’s you want, eh!

But for my own view of life, you need to change IF IT’S FOR THE BEST. If you’ll be able to be friend with life, don’t go against it. If life seems giving you so much pain, I guess it’s time to accept that changing will save you. As they say, the more you fight, the more you’ll win. But, also think this way, fighting the flow of life is like fighting a wall. It will not move, if only you’ll use a hammer or anything, it will only move. Hammer stands for “bad ways”.

Life can be deceiving by its own way. Sometimes it’s raining and sometimes a smiling sun. But always remember that, you can only live this life by just knowing who you are and things that needed to be revised. Don’t be as hard as a wall.