September 9, 2011, 11:49 pm

Most people find this topic so hard to accomplish. Especially if there are so many things to do, and you find it all important and needs intervention immediately! Gosh. That’s what I’m experiencing right now.

Being a leader really sucks. I guess I’m now repenting to what I decided long ago. Err. This stuff is not really my forte. I can lead a group but not doing special ways. Like, staying up late just for reading their works or waiting for their part to be submitted. What I want to do is just be a simple being. In short, just being a member. Whenever I feel some pressure, I just cry all alone until I am able to sleep and still I am a leader when I woke up. Some people have a stigma when they heard of the word LEADER. Nobody wants to be a leader knowing all the sacrifices and all the “hardships” to be done to just hold a group. “Kailangang habaan ang pasensya”, as they says. But that statement is what I am not capable of. I am so mainipin na tao. I want a thing to be done in just a matter of seconds or when I am giving a deadline, NO EXCUSES. But in what I am seeing now, this philosophy of mine is not being followed. I really don’t know why. Unconsciously, I’m being “good” to my members. But I guess that is bad. But it is really a bad practice. Why? ‘Cause other group member will do the same for you and the one that you decided to be “good” to him/her took you for granted. Good to know that as of now, wala pa namang gumagawa nun sa akin. I think so.

As what of one my professor said, “There’s no such thing as time management. How can you manage the time? As if you can adjust it. Right?” Now, I am living that philosophy. Just know what to prioritize first, set aside those hindrances/barriers or anything that can cause you to be unfocused.

Being a leader is not only instances that you’ll be needing prioritization. Even your simple life needs prioritization. As you wake up and as you go to sleep, prioritization is part of a simple yet a maze full life.


Needs some revition.
September 4, 2011, 12:59 pm
Filed under: EXPERIENCE, OPINION, Uncategorized

If you think that this is about any paper works, it’s not.

This is all about attitudes that need some revision. Some people think that they will not change themselves for other person or to people to accept him/her.

But, the reality really hurts a lot. When people start to avoid you because of your raw attitudes, you’ll start asking questions. Changing yourself a bit will not kill you, dude! Life is permanent. And you are the only one that is capable of changing. Life will not change for you to accept it. Get it?  When there are people saying bad things on you, it does not only mean that they are insecure. Some is just saying the truth. And it’s up to you on how you will handle it. It’s either you confront that person or ignore it with bad words on your mind. But the thing is, will you change or not? I guess, most of all will say, freaking NO!. O-kay that’s you want, eh!

But for my own view of life, you need to change IF IT’S FOR THE BEST. If you’ll be able to be friend with life, don’t go against it. If life seems giving you so much pain, I guess it’s time to accept that changing will save you. As they say, the more you fight, the more you’ll win. But, also think this way, fighting the flow of life is like fighting a wall. It will not move, if only you’ll use a hammer or anything, it will only move. Hammer stands for “bad ways”.

Life can be deceiving by its own way. Sometimes it’s raining and sometimes a smiling sun. But always remember that, you can only live this life by just knowing who you are and things that needed to be revised. Don’t be as hard as a wall.